Momentary lapse

Words lost in the eyes
Words that dont make any sense
Still its muscial
Just standing n staring from a distance

A note is high
A gramatical error
Sentences or jumbled alphabets
Finding meaning, the only terror

Point by point i measure the depth
Of tunnel leading up to nowhere
I feel so lost, yet so found
In a moment, of a second's stare

Is it a mistake i might make
Or a momentary lapse profound
I am here to surrender to
The nothingness serene sound

- Diary of an Oxymoron

Motionless

I didnt fall or slip
But there is blood oozing out the back of my head
There is a little pain i feel
But all I remember was sleeping on my bed

The last vision I have is a cheerful one
Or so I think it looks to me
The blood is red, and sometimes green
Makes me question what I might just be

Am I dreaming? Or is this still a state so real
That I can feel energy sucked out of my soul
They say it is never a big deal
But it is making me question my role

I am motionless, numb and yet so alive
It is a state of body or mind
I am here, and I strive
To excel, for happiness is yet so blind