Crossroads

At crossroads
There is no menu
You are often served a blast from the past
Or a question from the future

At crossroads
There is no helping hand
To guide you to the light
To make you strong for the fight

At crossroads
You stand alone
As past rewinds n future turns hazy
Do you stop ur nerve cells from being lazy?

At crossroads
You take the leap
That one step seals a deal
That one slap breaks the dream to real

At crossroads
You are taught lessons that make u rewise
And questions from every book u ever read
Every thing you ever said

At crossroads
There is just you
Just you guiding urself
And nothing else matters

At crossroads
You grow up, you turn braindead
Often mistake ideas you are fed
Into nothingness

At crossroads
Standing at crossroads
Hit by a car
Not yet arrived

At crossroads
Lights turn blue
And people turn green
How do you ignore everything
And take the leap????

- Diary of an Oxymoron

Motionless

I didnt fall or slip
But there is blood oozing out the back of my head
There is a little pain i feel
But all I remember was sleeping on my bed

The last vision I have is a cheerful one
Or so I think it looks to me
The blood is red, and sometimes green
Makes me question what I might just be

Am I dreaming? Or is this still a state so real
That I can feel energy sucked out of my soul
They say it is never a big deal
But it is making me question my role

I am motionless, numb and yet so alive
It is a state of body or mind
I am here, and I strive
To excel, for happiness is yet so blind